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I have Alagilles Syndrome; which means that there is reduced bile flow within my liver resulting in limited fat absorption. It also affects some of my other organs like my heart and kidneys.
I was born with it.
I dont remember.
I grew up with it so I was never really told.
Looking back, I have realised that I have achieved a lot despite things. I have been to university and come out with a degree in Fine Art; I have gained a wide range of experience working in London as an Asian Wedding photographer and I have travelled many places around the world, fuelling my love of travel. Most recently I spent almost a year working in a youth hostel at the foot of Snowdon in North Wales and a month in a hostel near Robin Hoods Bay.
Throughout my life I have taken lots of different medication and had a tube in my nose and stomach so that the amount of nutrients and fat I was get was greater.
I go every couple of months
We generally discuss how things are progressing, what needs to be done and I have blood tests.
Blood tests were always a challenge for me as well as many other medical procedures. Anything that reminded me that I had an illness was a real trauma to encounter and I never appreciated what people did to help me because I was scared. Because of these treatments, I have, in the past, seen my condition as a hindrance in life and my confidence and ability to experience life was affected but as I have grown older I have learnt to come to terms with and accept my disease. I now work with it by using my experiences to become more open-minded and more determined to achieve goals. I have encountered different ways of coping, learning something new every time. Even though I have had many negative experiences, ones which I wish never to go through again, I can look back and learn from them, turning them into a positive learning experience.
This is by no means the end of my journey. I know that there will be many more obstacles to overcome through the course of my disease. I still do sometimes suffer from lack of confidence, worrying about what other people think. However, I feel better prepared to face these difficulties when they happen rather than worrying all the time about the what if.
Pushing yourself into a scary situation can often surprise you to the outcome and more can be achieved. Now, I am working towards a career in charity, hoping to use my art to promote charitable work and raising money for good causes.